So tired!!! Ang hirap kumuha ng picture kapag super daming tao tapos ang liit ko pa haha! Nananakit tuloy braso ko. Nanood ako nung program sa may C-Park kanina para dun sa lighting ceremony. Super ganda ni Miss Ara Arida, kaso ang fail ng mga shots ko sa kanya haha. Ang galing kumanta ng CE as always. Congrats sa friend ko na trainee! After nun, Street Jazz naman kaso hindi ko na talaga makita kaya umuwi na ko. Sayang, may gusto pa naman akong mapanood dun ewan ko lang kung sumayaw siya lol. Thanks pala kay Angela na kasama ko kanina :))
8pm class ko bukas huhu. Good night.
Pahabol: Thank you sa mga bagong followers kahit hindi ako masyadong active lately.
Kailan kaya ako makakapag-photowalk ulit? Simula nung nagstart ang klase super dami ng ginagawa, super busy, kaya nga minsan na lang ako makapag-update ng blog. Anyway, two weeks na lang vacation na ulit. :)
Missing someone is when you’re constantly looking at your phone and waiting for his messages to pop up. Missing someone is wishing that at this very moment, he’ll surprisingly show himself up to erase that emptiness you’re feeling. Missing someone is staying awake late at night and thinking of those possible things he’s doing why you’re not hearing anything from him for a long time. Missing someone is counting the days since you last talk and trying to recall if you did or say anything wrong that might be the reason why he’s not contacting you since then. Missing someone is waking up lonely on a Saturday morning because you have no one to spend the whole day with and do silly things with like what you used to do when you’re together. Missing someone is seeing something that reminds you of him and feeling weak because the more you see that certain thing, the more you miss him.
And let me tell you, I’m going through those things and even if I try to push the thought away that I miss you so badly, the way I act says it all. I even carry my phone everywhere, waiting for it to vibrate and waiting for it to ring that I always get disappointed when I received texts and it’s not from you. And I’m not just missing you. I’m missing that me — the joyful, cheerful, naughty me that always come to life every time I’m with you. Because when you’re not around, loneliness is always my best friend. I barely laugh, I barely smile and I’m always hot-tempered. I’m waiting for something so dear and so important that when other people tell me not to get myself too attached, my mind yells back “You don’t care.” And the worst part of missing someone is those negative thoughts telling you that this someone who’s name is permanently curved in your mind doesn’t feel the same thing, he’s not even missing you. I’m not even sure if you’re going back to those old conversations of ours and if you’re waiting for me to show up. I’m not even sure if you’re also feeling down and if you also have the eagerness to see me, or talk to me. Missing you sucks, you know. It’s better if I’m kissing you instead of missing you.
First activity namin yung comm model yata yun, nanggigisa siya tapos kapag obvious na hindi mo alam yung sinasabi mo lalo ka niyang tatanungin at kapag wala or mali sagot mo eh di pahiya ka. Pero sa mga speech hindi naman siya masyado nagtatanong, parang pagtapos mo mag deliver upo ka na. Tatlo yata yung speech namin nun, yung grade reasonable naman siya magbigay. Akala ko nun babagsak ako kasi ang fail talaga nung last speech ko pero pumasa naman. Wag ka na mag-anon, pakilala ka na haha :)
Our story has became an unfinished draft and I don’t know if we could have a chance to continue writing it again and get it published for everyone to see or we would just end up deleting it.
Masaya! Hindi naman yata totoo yun na galit siya sa mga magagandang babae, ang alam ko kapag lalake ka at may itsura dapat maging handa ka na kasi ikaw lagi mapapansin niya. Meron akong classmate na lalake nung nag-spcm ako na laging napapansin ni sir, laging tinatanong, kinukulit, ayun hindi na pumasok. Hahaha :)
Canon eos 1100d :)
I want more Na-jeong and Chilbong scenes <3
Also Jo Yoon-jin and Haetae scenes <3
Done with episode 7!
If you are missing someone you shouldn’t miss, you should not give yourself time to miss that someone. You should do other stuffs. You should make yourself busy. You should explore your life because it is too wonderful and you shouldn’t spend most of your existence here on earth missing someone who doesn’t care about you. You should be productive. You should do things that matter. You should surround yourself with people who care about you, those people who are there by your side, those people who could live with you by that moment. You should do things that are more important because we were not born to miss someone, we are born to do greater things and we couldn’t do those things if you keep on spending most of your time missing that someone. You should go out, live your life, fill your mind with beautiful thoughts and do things that could make you happy just because missing someone could make you sad and it could take away most of your time and it could destroy you over time and then only when it is too late, you will realize that you have wasted your life over someone who is not worth it. It is okay to miss someone but you shouldn’t make it as a habit. Live your life and maybe, doing so will make you realize that you are not missing that someone after all.